Thursday, January 21, 2010
So... tomorrow is kind of the last day of school since major project ends at 5pm.
Maybe to normal students, this will their most joyful and relax day.
However, why do i feel so grumpy now.
Like i don't want tomorrow to come.Like i don't want to go to sleep so tomorrow will never comes.
I feel sad..
Not that i didn't complete the project.
But the thought of leaving those silly girls of mine..
I can't bear the thought of not being able to hang out with them in class, at lunch, during dinner..
My heart's breaking for the wrong reason.
For being selfish not wanting to let them go even though i have them for 3 years straight.
For not wanting them to leave me to continue with their life.
For being unable to be part of their laughter and smiles in their future..
I'm so missing them even though its not official yet..
How am i suppose to move on?
God. I feel so gay literally gay saying all these stupid things...
But its all so true.From the bottom of my heart..
T.T
Now i get it.Why once upon a time someone told me to cherish the time in school.
Its so much fun in school than outside..
So sad.So sad now.
Wonder what will happen later on..
Will i cry?Will i laugh ?
GRRR...i hate myself for all these negative thoughts.
Right.Got to go to bed even though i can't sleep just so that i stop thinking so much and getting puffy eyes tmw.
ILOVEMYC'Gs.
SILLY PEOPLE.NONSENSE JOKES.
Whoever say malay,indian and chinese can't get along.Well they were hell wrong...
Maybe to normal students, this will their most joyful and relax day.
However, why do i feel so grumpy now.
Like i don't want tomorrow to come.Like i don't want to go to sleep so tomorrow will never comes.
I feel sad..
Not that i didn't complete the project.
But the thought of leaving those silly girls of mine..
I can't bear the thought of not being able to hang out with them in class, at lunch, during dinner..
My heart's breaking for the wrong reason.
For being selfish not wanting to let them go even though i have them for 3 years straight.
For not wanting them to leave me to continue with their life.
For being unable to be part of their laughter and smiles in their future..
I'm so missing them even though its not official yet..
How am i suppose to move on?
God. I feel so gay literally gay saying all these stupid things...
But its all so true.From the bottom of my heart..
T.T
Now i get it.Why once upon a time someone told me to cherish the time in school.
Its so much fun in school than outside..
So sad.So sad now.
Wonder what will happen later on..
Will i cry?Will i laugh ?
GRRR...i hate myself for all these negative thoughts.
Right.Got to go to bed even though i can't sleep just so that i stop thinking so much and getting puffy eyes tmw.
ILOVEMYC'Gs.
SILLY PEOPLE.NONSENSE JOKES.
Whoever say malay,indian and chinese can't get along.Well they were hell wrong...
what we could have been, 9:01 AM.
